I had a dream about trevon (my rapist) I was at my grandmothers and he was there so I was like hey you can’t be here I have a restraining order against you and he was being really manipulative and said you can’t do that you did more to hurt me than I did to you
I'm really sorry to hear that you had such a disturbing dream. As a dream interpreter, I can offer some insights, but please remember that I am not a mental health professional.
Dreams can often reflect our deepest fears, anxieties, and unresolved emotions. In this dream, it appears that you are revisiting a traumatic experience involving Trevon, your rapist. Your subconscious mind may be processing the pain, anger, and powerlessness you felt during that time.
By dreaming about him being at your grandmother's house, it suggests that the dream is taking place in a familiar and safe environment, but his presence disrupts that sense of security. The fact that you mention having a restraining order against him indicates your conscious desire to keep yourself safe and establish boundaries.
Trevon's manipulative behavior in the dream could be symbolic of the manipulation and gaslighting you may have experienced during the actual traumatic event. His remark about you hurting him more than he hurt you seems to be an attempt to distort the truth and make you doubt your own feelings and experiences.
This dream may be a reflection of the ongoing emotional impact that the trauma has had on you. It is important to remember that dreams provide an outlet for processing and releasing emotions. It could be beneficial to seek support from a professional counselor or therapist who can help you work through the emotional aftermath of such a traumatic experience.
Please remember to prioritize your mental health and seek professional help if you need it.